memories will always be memories.

have you ever had a first love ?
okay kalau takde, pegi makan kuaci jauh jauh.


urm honestly, i ever had a first love.
he's that i loved
and he is the one whom the first boy i met in my life.
we knew each other since i was in form 2. and yeah now im 18.
so it's about 4 years.
i did love him and we were being petsis and petbro for 2 years.
and we coupled after that.
there were so many memories between us.
happy, sad memories.
and whenever we had some misunderstanding, we tried our best to solve it
without had a fought.
i did love him so much. 
and after that, things went wrong.
we broke up and obviously there was a reason behind that.
even though now we are only friends, but somehow,
honestly, i do remember him and all the memories between us.
it's hard for me to forget those memories.
is it im still in love or im just reminiscing the past ?


and i've forwarded these quote to him;
setiap yang kite impikan tak selalunya indah.
kesunyian mengajar kite hidup berdikari, 
tangisan adalah kasih sayang, namun satu yang kite akan ingat seumur hidup iaitu 
KENANGAN


i won't hate him. because i know that hating someone is hurting.
i won't forget him. because i know that forgetting is hard to do.
so, im just wishing him happy with his new life.
i hope that the girl will makes him happy and i hope that
that girl loves him like i loved him.


thanks for all the memories, sayang.
you are always and forever VIP in my heart.
thanks sebab pernah hadir dalam hidup syera.
satu je yang syera tak pernah cakap kat awak
tapi syera nak cakap jugak.
dulu syera sayang awak sangat sangat dan syera setia kat awak.
tapi takpe.
syera dah maafkan dan syera dah redha.
but it takes time for me to recover. 


Thanks Muhammad Afif Zulkarnain :)


loves,
Shahirah Hasan